 Thursday, October 21, 2010
Really so long nv come update my blog nw free den come blogger to update,Feel abit sad nw aday keep quarrel with my dear,really dunno why think all is my fault ba..Always angry with him & always dun wan to tell him wad happen to me he keep wan to know wad i have happen i feel bad tat always making him so chong dong to hurt himself when i does nt wan to say wad i am happening...Sometime think abt our rs still can go on hw long but i can feel tat my dear was veri concern abt mi & always making him sad,cry & heart pain...Dear i am sry always promise him i wont quarrel with him le but we still quarreling & i have a bad habit when we r quarreling i will say break up tis 2 word really hurt him alot..He always say mi break up can slove every promble ma he say NO lo...I know is no but i feel tat our rs together will abit unhappy am i jus goin to give up so easily..I really sry to u always said tat 2 word to hurt you...Sometime i will think abt we quarrel & feel veri sad until my tear drop out i cant forgotten one day we went to tampines on the train we quarreling and i keep wan to drop off the train u keep dun allow mi n you was so chong dong in the train tat day you instead to go watch movie but i am no mood in e cinerma ticket counter when we was pai du my tear suddenly dropping out u keep ask mi wad happen to mi i keep told you nth in the end you hold my hand to walk out the ticket counter i was no face alot of ppl seeing mi wad we have and i think tat all ppl know tat we tis couple is quarreling..Tis case i keep can't forget it alway appearing in my mind suddenly thinking of tis my tear will jus drop off for nth..Haiz...Sometime i really wanna give up tis rs and see my dear keep beg mi & gui xia lai ask mi dun leave him i feel veri sad tat i treated him so bad he still will say i veri unfair to him becos of small problem den wanna to break up with him..Dear i am sry think all is my fault always angry you at the first place...I will try nt to angry you often le and hope when we quarrel dun always said you wanna go die still wan to run out to the road for car to knock down i really hate you do tis & feel veri sad u together with mi until so tong ku still wanna go die haiz..I know all is my fault everything dun wan to tell u when u keep asking mi i am sry dear...I will try to tell you when i am cool down..Hope our rs can be better dun always quarrel le & you dun so chong dong if nt our rs really cant go on le...Dear i know u r veri scare tat i leave u..I still love u lots my dearest hubby...
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 10:31 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Nothing to do nw so come update my blog so long nv update my blog le...Now aday looking for a new job hope can really found a nice job soon..Watched quite alot of movie with my dear we watched The Katre Kid, Toy story 3, The Twilight Saga Eclipse, Predators, The Blood Pledge, Old cow Vs tender grass, Despicable me,The crazies n alot more..Thank dear for treated mi so many movie...I really dunnoe sometime wad happen to me will angry him make until he so sad n cry i know he loved mi alot scared mi dun wan him or leave him does care abt him..Sorry dear i does wan to make u sad n cry n u always told mi u can't live w/o mi by urside...Dear i will try to treasure our rs de yest have a chat with ur dad in the fone suddenly he ask mi one question am i really serious to be with you i have a shock he suddenly ask mi is question i know ur dad wan to test mi am i really seriously wan to be with u if nt dun hurt u cos he told mi he have hurted alot in rs so he dun wan u to get hurt anymore le den ur dad still say i oso the same hurt alot le must try to treature our rs now i told him i know...Sometime i will think tat am i really suitable to u scare tat i am nt a gd gf for u always making u sad..Dear i am sry to make u feel so sad sometime i love u alots thank for be there for mi when i needed you n u told mi u will marry mi after 2 yr i can see tat u r really serious to mi i nv ever hear b4 my ex bf say tat they wan to marry mi tis could not happen de n i dun have trust from them le trusted them in the end wad they treated mi is so xxx haiz..Dun wish to say abt them anymore le now my pain is over le cos have you is enough for me liao le...I know u always called mi Bao Bei is so sweet i know tat u wont hurt mi de..Dear i love you lots n missing u too...Now i wish to have a Nokia phone E72 but dunnoe tat phone is nice to use ma..I oso dun wan to waste my bf $ haiz sometime i need something i will keep it myself dun dare to tell him dunnoe why to other guy i dare to tell them but to him my mouth dunnoe why dun dare to tell him...Wish to get the phone soon..=)
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 2:15 PM
Friday, May 7, 2010
Veri tiring now aday keep working...Jus started a new job need to work harder in my career n use to it the enviorment..My duty is rep cum admin assistant under Account dept alot of thing still need to learn for it...Haiz sometime feel tat i really stupid why still cant let go past rs still hold on for it for wad..In the end wad i get is only HURT T_T...Love a guy so deeply for wad they wont cherish the love de we given for them..They wont know tat u love them so much de, from nw on i will move on ever look back again le all the past to mi is sadness need to forget all the past memorise from nw onward...Haiz really cant find my true love think i will be alone better wont be so emo anymore..I really regretted for wad i done go believed him those word...Think i am really super stupid gal in the world..Dunnoe wad can i say abt myself...Hope all the past to mi is a veri veri bad dream tat i ever had..Life really still need to go on no matter wad happen in the road i still need to be strong to carry on wont have anyone be tat to support mi...Think nw rs to mi already over liao..If one day i really met my rite Mr Right i will cherish him & love him for wad i can wiSh tat i & him can be together until we marry...Think wont have de only can dream only..=.= God bless me...=)
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 10:01 PM
Monday, March 22, 2010
Quite a veri long time nv come update my blog le..Hehe quite abit lazy to update it le...Sian nw aday looking up for job already one mth no work le feel veri veri bored at home..Now den i know working life is better easy to past time stay at home is like hell jus helping my mum do some housework after tat i nth to do le...Have went for some interview but dun have any gd new for them sian lo..Time really past veri fast already pasted one yr liao le...Hope tat tis yr is a new beginning i will have a better start for mi..=) All the past is really really over for mi le hope tat tis yr i can be more happy no more any sadness le...Now i jus wan to find a job soon to work hard for my future already nt young for mi anymore.LOL i so fast think of old liao le...I think i should set a goal for myself le think of wad i goin to aim my target liao..Hope tat my salary can aim more higher, aim higher oso need to work veri hard den have de... (= Last yr i have knew one guy tat is Wei Cheng he is quite a nice guy but in my heart i only treated him as my friend only..But i know he admire mi but i dun wan to have a stead anymore..Cant find a guy who really seriously love mi de and i dunnoe i still can believe in guy ma cos all my relationship cant last long...I really dunnoe why izzit my problem or??? Haiz...Hope tat Wei Cheng can find he true love soon..I wish him all the best...
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 12:25 PM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Quite a long time nv update my blog le cos now aday quite busy working OT..LOL...Jus a normal day for each day nth special after work den go home no place to go dunno wanna go where..Feel life veri bored...My contract has end at 13 Nov with my agent nw already under company contract for another 3 mth end at next yr 12 Feb..After chinese new year need to find a new job again...Hope tat i can find a better job to work long time over there..Haiz sometime walking in a road will thinking abt my past really miss those time with my ex bf i know is my fault to always so bad to quarrel with u and always say break up tis word really make us seperate apart with each other...Sometime think until my tear will jus drop out..Haiz i really love him alot jus tat i dunnoe hw to treasure him ba in tat time i really have a feeling i will lose him jus nv tell him dun wanna let him worry abt mi in my heart i only love him one...Think nobody can replaced him ba he really treat mi veri gd while we r together when i need something he will always buy for mi no matter wad haiz..Jus we You Yuan Wu Fen ba...Now i jus hope he can be more happy den last time and find he true love..Jus wan tell him i really love him lot while we r together nv ever loved a person so deeply...Think i have ever told him b4 i dun wanna leave him but all the promise already break..I really feel sad is you have promised mi wont leave mi in the end you choose given up on mi tat time i really heart break he can even wont talk to mi and refuse to meet mi up...I know tat time you hate mi saying those hurting word to you..I really sry if one day you will chat with mi in msn i will apologise to you i oso dunnoe wad i can say to you le...Hope you are fine in eveything you do nw i know u already wont think of mi le already forgotten mi liao le already past half yr ago le...Time have pass veri fast goin next year soon goin to old one yr old..Hehe Life still need to go on no matter wad happen..But jus alone go through the way by myself in the road i need to be more strong cos nw nobody will be there for mi when i need help...Jus wanna stay more happy nw and ever..Really thank for all my friend who always be there care for mi when i needed them...=) Will update my blog more if i have the time...
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 7:54 PM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Sian..Come update my blog again...Quite along time nv updating my blog liao le..Now aday working keep tis few day keep working OT quite tiring with my colleague we work until quite late den can go home...She alot of order need to send out but warehouse cant arrange it to send out the stock and she veri headache keep need to went down to wh to see check the stock..On last tuesday gt a guy send mi a email in FB zooks wan to make friend with mi but haiz...Dunnoe why tat guy keep on saying mi de say i am a veri mean gal and sentivies..I really dunnoe why he say mi can and i say back he will angry wad a guy is like tis and keep asking mi out and den i asked him izzit he treat den he say i am nt he gf why must i treat you...Wad a guy sia say until like tis really hate those type of guy lo..I can see he wan mi to be he gf but he is like tat i think we veri diffcuilt to be together de lo...Keep saying mi den i cant say back wad sia..Den i choose nt to tok to him anymore le if nt we more argue with each other nt so good...He have a car for his own den i dun feel like a guy who have a car since wad can say wad he wan ar..Really veri angry lo keep saying mi dunnoe wad i have done wrong lo...Sian in the first place i feel i have abit feeling for him in the end i choose to give up for him le..Haiz jus feel a guy who is in wrong 1st wont say sry to a gal 1st need to wait for a gal to say sry 1st wad type of guy is tis i 1st see lo...Since i have some guy friend asked mi to meet up they will oso treat mi eat and watch movie lo nv say anything..Haiz dunnoe why tis guy need to count for gal de wont be so da fang treating gal only treating he all friend only...Dun say abt him anymore jus stop here say le oso no mood..Hope from nw on can be a better day ahead for me...=)
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 11:53 AM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Quite a long time nv update my blogspot le...Today wake up around 10am after helping my mum doin houswork and have my lunch went down to Jurong East JTC building to submit my time sheet to my agent after tat went down to bugis to have a walk alone..Haiz asked my cousin to accompany mi she have alot of excuse say tat she is tired to go there den i told her nvm i go my own ba..Asking ppl to accompany is nt so easy alone go better wan to go where den go...No one bother jus will feel bored only no one talk too..Dunnoe why today my mood feeling veri down thinking of the past and my last time ex bf suddenly tis few day keep finding mi i feel veri wired he apologise to me wad he done for the past he feel sorry...He feel like patch back with mi but i dun wan i have rejected him i dun wan to go back for the past relationship anymore..Dun wanna feel sad anymore le..Now my heart veri scare to get hurt and sadness anymore feel tat really cant find one who can be mine long term relationship..Haiz i already give up my love for them why in the end they will treated mi like tis...I really dunnoe why is tat my problem..Dun tell mi anymore i am a good gf for you all le i really enough le...I feel stress now wont wan to have any stead nw better..Now only put all my heart in my carrer 1st..Dun wanna be so stupid anymore trust guy so much in the end wad i get from them...Jus hope all my ex dun find mi anymore le i wont contact them anymore..Jus feel tat we only be enemy...Dun wanna cry for them anymore and feel sad for them le..SAD DAY NO MORE PLEASE!!! Jus let fate to decide for me to met a better guy who can be there for mi while i need him most and give mi alot of he love,care,adoreable and trust can be together with each other until we marry to each other...Stopping here le will update my blog again when i free now aday started work le no so much of time back home already feel veri tired le..Jus wanna work hard for my Career...
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 10:02 PM
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