 Thursday, January 17, 2008
Haiz..Yesterday nv update my blog cos veri sad in the nite time...Cos abt my dear mum..Haiz yesterday nite was chatting with my bf suddenly his mum at there shout dun talk...I feel veri wierd lo..Why his mum suddenly say dun talk...In the time i really keep thinking why his mum wan like tis say izzit his mum dun like mi to talk to his son...Yesterday nite was crying feel like wan to break up with my bf...Cos i really feel tat his mum look like dun like mi lo..But i hear my dear told mi b4 is i like u nt my mum so dun need to care so much abt her...Haiz today my dear told mi if we work hard together all thing can be slove de...But he wan mi to talk to her mum often so tat his mum can know mi well but i really dunnoe wan to talk abt wad i oso dunnoe gt wad topic i can talk to his mum de..I scare if i say anything wrong den his mum will get angry mi...When first time saw her mum i feel tat his mum abit fierce lo i oso dunnoe wad to say lo..Haiz...Dear if one day ur mum really dun like mi u go for other gal to be ur gf ba..I feel abit stress lo when ur mum look like dun like mi...I really dunnoe wad can i do to let her like mi...I oso nt so good in talking to ppl de..T_T I know u love mi lots...But if have tat day u dun need to love mi anymore le...In the morning wake up was abit headache when on the way out of my hse to work i eat one panadol cos veri headache & I really no mood while working today lo feel veri sad and thinking of many thing in my mind i keep looking at my watch today cos i wanna go home fast wanna to take a rest...Today my malaysia auntie suddenly ask mi why i look like so unhappy she can look on to my face like i have some 心事lo...But i tell her nth la den she say mi if had den say lo dun need to keep in the heart de but i nv say anything jus keep quiet & she oso nv ask again le..I really hope my relationship now can go on well if really cant i think i wont go for next relationhip again liao le i really hope my tis relationship can last for veri long dun wanna to be SAD anymore liao le...The pain i feel in my heart NO one can feel until de..Look like my heart is broken in to pieces..=( Love my dear lots...mUacKz..<3
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 11:09 PM
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31 Jan 1987 BorN !n Rabb!t yEaR