 Tuesday, April 28, 2009
A True Love Story
Loving Her Means Letting Her Go
If loving her was to let her go…, could you bring yourself to do that..??
The most hurting moments is not about life and death.., not about far apart..,
But is that you will have to let her go even though you really love her alot….
This story was based on a plane crash tragic accident that took places 4 years ago.
It was when a newly attached couple met each other and started dating.
It wasn’t a period of time when there were a lot of problems started occurring in the relationship.
Anson quarreled with Melissa alot of times regarding about her ex-boyfriend, Bryan
Anson: [“Dear, i can feel that you still love Bryan. I have never get angry wif you because of that but why do you want to deceive yourself…?”]
Melissa: [“no, I didn’t.. darling.. don’t think so much ok…? I m really fine… just in a bad mood today… I m sorry…”]
Actually Melissa saw Bryan dining with another girl at the restaurant which they used to had before. And she wasn’t that happy when she saw that. She knew what was going on with her. But she kept avoiding the facts. Anson happened to pass by the restaurant and saw them.
Melissa walked into her room after a heat quarrel with Anson. Anson can see that his girlfriend wasn’t really happy since she was with him. And he decided to do something for her. For he knew that all the while she can’t let Bryan go.
One day Melissa saw Anson behaving intimately with another girl in his arms.
She then went up to him and a heat quarrel was turn on again.
Melissa(was fuming mad) :[“Anson Wong, wat are you doing here with her…?”]
Anson :[“Hey girl, how come you are here…? Well… this things are very common… so just stop making a fuss…!!!”]
Melissa(crying in tears) :[“HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME…? HAVE YOU SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME…? I HATE U…!!!!”]
Anson(shouted back) :[“I SAID STOP MAKING A FUSS HERE..!!! STOP ALL YOUR NONSENSE AND GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE…!!! THIS IS JUST A GAME OK… NOT HAPPY THEN END IT…!!!”]
Melissa cried even more after hearing that and run off from Anson. Seeing his girlfriend getting further away from him… tears broke out of his eyes…
Anson: [“I m sorry darling… hope you will forgive me for what I have done… after all… is because I love you…”]
Melissa kept running till she reaches the main road and dashed across it. She was so hurt that she didn’t even notice a car sped towards her. but fortunately it brakes in time…
Melissa fell to the ground unhurt.. she was crying so badly when e driver stepped out of his car.
A familiar voice spoke out: [“Are you ok miss…?? Are you hurt..?? Do u need an ambulance…??”]
Melissa(still crying) :[“I m fine… just leave me alone… will you…?”]
Melissa looked up and realized that the familiar voice was none other then Bryan.
Bryan : [“Melissa… are you all right…? What are you doing here in the middle of the night…? And why are you crying….? Who bully you..??”]
Melissa says nothing and dropped onto Bryan’s arms crying her heart out. And she told him everything about e incident that happened earlier…
Immediately Bryan went to look for Anson to demand for a reason why he treated Melissa in this way… And he found Anson drunk outside the pub.
Bryan(grabbed Anson on his arm) :[“Anson… come with me to see Melissa ...you have hurt her very badly… you have to explain to her what’s it all about…. Come.. let’s go…”]
Anson(flunged Bryan’s hand off) :[“GET LOST WILL YOU…?? GET THE FUCK OUT OFF MY SIGHT..!!!! IT’S OVER BETWEEN ME AND HER..!!! IF YOU WANT, YOU CAN HAVE HER BACK..!!! I CAN GIVE HER BACK TO YOU…!!!”]
Bryan(really angry at this time and punch Anson on his face) :[“WHAT ARE YOU UTTERING ABOUT..?? NOW SHUT THE FUCK UP AND COME WITH ME TO SEE YOUR GIRLFRIEND…!!!”]
Anson(shouting non-stop back): [“ I M NOT GOING WITH YOU…!!! SHE ISNT MY GIRLFRIEND..!!! SHE’S UR GIRLFRIEND…!!! YOU ARE THE ONE SHE REALLY LOVE…!!! AFTER SO MANY YEARS… SHE STILL COULDN’T FORGET YOU… YOU MEANT ALOT TO HER…!!! GO BACK TO HER AND LEAVE ME ALONE…!!!”]
Bryan then realized how silly Melissa is. He suddenly never felt so hurt before in his heart..
Bryan(shouted back):[“YOU ARE A FUCKING BEAST..!!! MELISSA LOVES YOU SO MUCH BUT YOU HURT HER SO DEEPLY…!!! YOU AREN’T FIT TO BE HER BOYFRIEND...!!! IF ANYTHING SHOULD HAPPEN TO HER… I’LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU..!!!”]
Bryan walked away furiously after a heat argument with Anson.. Watching Bryan walking away from him… Anson smiled with tears in his eyes and spoke softly in his heart …
[“ ya… you are right… I m not fit to be her boyfriend… because I couldn’t give her happiness… I m so useless… coz.. after all… you are the one she loves… hope you’ll take care of her from now on…”]
The next day.., Anson bought an air ticket to Vancouver… He decided to leave his hometown for good… On his way back…. as he walked past the restaurant they used to dine in .. memories started to play back… as he was about to leave… he saw Bryan and Melissa having lunch happily in that restaurant… he smiled and say softly to Melissa … [“Goodbye my dear… I m leaving soon… take care…”]
His eyes soon filled with tears… and he wiped away his tears and walked off…
The following morning.., Anson had his luggage packed and is ready to set off… Before he go… he left a letter in the drawer… His best friend, Shermaine came to see him off to the airport…
Before boarding the cab…
Shermaine:[“Anson… are you sure you really want to do this…? Why did you keep it from them…? And you have sacrificed so much for her….”]
Anson(smiled back at Shermaine):[“Well… I just want her to be happy… she is only happy when she’s with him… so leaving is the only way I could do… and I have done what is to be done… the rest is up to them… and you… if you still treat me as a friend, please don’t tell them anything… ok…? Take care and farewell.. my friend…”]
Shermaine smiled back almost in tears… as she waved him goodbye…, she recalled back what she had done with Anson… and felt remorseful for breaking up the couple… she immediately dashed up to Anson’s unit and retrieved the letter from his drawer… she then rushed to look for Melissa… Upon reaching Melissa’s flat.., Shermaine saw Bryan was about to send Melissa to work in his car and stopped them…
Melissa :[“ Bryan.., Let’s go… I don’t wish to see her..!!!”]
Shermaine:[“Wait Melissa.. I know it’s hard to explain everything now… but you must believe Anson… he did everything because he loves you… in his heart he deeply knows that Bryan still meant alot to you… so he asked me to role play as his other girlfriend… he just wants to make you leave him… and now he’s really leaving for good… go after him… bring him back… and I m sure he left this for you… all the best., Melissa…”]
Immediately… Melissa hopped into Bryan’s car and sped off to stop Anson from leaving… but everything came too late… meanwhile… Anson has entered the custom….
In Bryan’s car… Melissa tore open the envelope and found a letter inside… it written..:
“Melissa…
By the time you saw this letter… I m already at a faraway place… I m sorry for what I have done… Forgive my selfishness… I don’t wish to leave behind any regrets… and i don’t wish anyone to get hurt again… I knew that he’s the one you really love… and i m just a passer-by… someone ever told me… if you love a person.. you ought to let her go… even though it hurts a lot… so I guess it’s time i let you go… to let you go back to his side… I hope that after a period of times.., you’ll forget about me… forget about I have ever came into your life… cherish the one you really love… as for me… I’ll bring along the memories we have ever had and vanish forever from here… goodbye my dear… this might be the last time I m telling you… honey…, I love u… take care… till we meet again… maybe not… maybe… we’ll meet in heaven…”
Anson
23.06.2003
Melissa broke into tears after reading the letter and urged Bryan to drive faster to the airport… as when they were reaching the airport… Bryan and Melissa went to check with the flights officer to see if any flights to Vancouver have been taken off when they heard…
[“ Urgent!! Urgent!! An Accident Occurred… Flight SQ5323 crashed onto the mountain… and we still do not know if any of the passenger survived… Officers were now looking into this matter… And the search was on… We will come up with latest update of survivors…”]
Melissa felt scared for the first time… she had never felt this way before… she was afraid that Anson will forever leave her… she felt that she really love him… After awhile… they heard the announcement again…
[“We regretted to announced that no one survived in the plane crash of Flight SQ5323… but our officer had called the back up to fly over to the plane crash scene to retrieve the dead bodies and their belonging…”]
Melissa’s mind totally went blank after hearing the announcement… it was too late to say anything… too late to do anything… Bryan tried to console her… and awaits for the body of Anson to be send back… few hours later… all the dead bodies were flew back… and on Anson’s body… they found something inside his pocket sleeve… and when they took out… it was a half- burnt photo of Melissa and him at the restaurant smiling happily… and behind the photo.. there’s some words written on it…
--- Dear.. I love u… till the end of life…---
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 10:07 PM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Now can say everything has really over for me...Haiz..Think will have a new start for me now...Just want to be alone now and go for further study le..Let all the past to be past cant hold it anymore le until now i really dunnoe wad i have really done wrong think all my relationship cant last long forever ba...Thank for my big boss give mi a concern told mi that i need to have confidence in myself and be strong wherever i go..Dun jus be like a small cat all thing dun dare to go for it...Now den i know i jus a small little cat dun dare to stand up in myself..Yesterday nite i really cry out loud in my room and i knew that if now i still continue to be like this no one will be there for me...Now in my heart have only one thing still haven make clear yet really dunnoe now izzit you have a new gf now le if really have hope you will let me know i will bless you happiness..I jus a bad gf for you ba...Stay happY always..=)
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 11:56 AM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
当处的时候你对我说过，你会全心泉圈亿的爱我一个人和一辈子陪磅这我叫我相信你可是现在呢已经不可能会像以前了也不知道为什么事情会变成这样的严重心里真的好痛，现在我已经辞职了也要打算为来得日子该这么走，我已经知道你已经放弃了我在也不会找我和打电话给我了。你已经舍得的放开我了也已经不爱我了在也没有什么好说了之能祝福你能找到一个女孩比我跟好的陪在你身边一辈子。现在的我也已经生大病了一句关怀的话你都没对我说算了吧保重。
最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的 偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人.
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 12:09 AM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
终于明白再我最需要你的时候你往往都不在我身边陪伴这我真的好难过这几天了你会知道吗？这以切全都变了也许你决的都没变吧！算了重今天 开始我想过自己的生活我对你的爱到这里为止就算我现在跟你说什么你还会听我的话吗也许已经不会了，你能正名给我看你是做的到的不是每次用嘴巴来说的算了吧不可能还会像以前那么的爱对方了，现在对你来说之是打麻将和你的朋友都是你最重要的人在也不是我了也许没有了我你的生活会跟快乐吧跟你在一起了一年多我也够了谢谢你这一年多得对待和照顾haiz...现在工作都出现了问题也不知道能找谁来淡自己的心事不可能找你的你每次都很忙自己的工作那有时间管我的事希望你会比以前开心别在找我了保重
因為愛你 , 所以我放手讓你自由
因為愛你 , 所以我不再讓你困擾
因為愛你 , 所以我寧願自己難過
因為愛你 , 所以我改變了自已
因為愛你 , 所以我逼自己離開
愛上一個人 , 如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷
放棄一個人 , 如此的難過卻又讓人心碎
當緣份要來的時候 , 你如何擋也擋不過當緣份要跑的時候
你如何留也留不住.
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 8:46 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
你笑着说 他是朋友 但你眼中太温柔 我的不安 那么沉重 只有你不懂 他霸占了 你的心中 属于我的角落 所以你说 我们 不是你和我 是我想太多 你总这样说 但你却没有 真的心疼我 是我想太多 我也这样说 这是唯一能安慰我的理由 他霸占了 你的心中 属于我的角落 所以你说 我们 不是你和我 是我想太多 你总这样说 但你却没有 真的心疼我 是我想太多 我也这样说 这是唯一能安慰我的理由 我想我没有 错怪了什么 虽然你不说 都是错在我 太晚我才懂 爱了你太多 是我想太多 你总这样说 但你却没有 真的心疼我 是我想太多 我也这样说 这是唯一能安慰我的理由 Really like this song veri much can listen until four day...Haiz..In my heart still feel veri sad but still need to act as normal & happy in working...Who will know i am sad now think nobody will know it..Really dunnoe can find who to talk too who will be there concern about me i think no one...Haiz..When you went to chalet that time all thing has been changed i need to accept this change ba..My heart now really veri scare dunnoe this relationship still can go on ma and can be last time so loving, he still will hold my hand ma wont let off of me ma i now only can feel my hand already letting off...T__T I really feel sorry and heart break when you are telling mi always talk so loud to you cant be softer when talk to you..I really found my love with you not there anymore le if the love is there you will surely keep finding mi and call me to forgive you le...But you never, think in your mind will think that you nv did anything wrong ba..Sorry in my heart still love you but i really veri sad when together with you back will still be the same again my tear keep dropping out...Think i should be alone now wont make you sad anymore i one person sad can le..Hope you can find a better gf den mi who can treat you veri good...Really thank you for this 1 yr plus be with me..I already found myself already love you more den you love me le so i will be so sad ba...Remember to take good care of urself i wont be there keep asking you eaten ur dinner & lunch le ma must remember to eat ok..
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 7:08 PM
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Yesterday nite nv sleep well think a whole nite and nv eat for my dinner for yesterday and 2 day really no mood to eat my mum still bring prorridge to my room for me to eat today but i told her i dun wan to eat, Haiz...Keep thinking why my relationship will become like this..Izzit my fault..I had keep told myself dun quarrel with you anymore le but still the same we still quarrel from now onward i will be alone jus dun wan to feel sad anymore le...Now my stomach pain again dunnoe why think i nv eat for 2 day my lunch and dinner so will like this ba..Really veri sad cry a whole nite yesterday my heart had really broken now le..Sorry i have really give up on you le...Really dunnoe the chalet is more important den mi in ur heart ba when i need ur help u told mi tat you are playing card now with ur friend u know i heard from you saying that my heart veri sad why i need ur help u also not there why you cant jus tell mi that when you are back you will help mi..Forget it ba i wont ask for any help from you le...Think your heart now only have chalet ba chalet is more important den me i really found that you are CHANGE i know u will surely say you nv change at all...Today also nv even call mi once wait until i called u den u will call back mi..Think ur mind has already make up ur choice le breaking up with mi still on the phone asked mi yesterday my sms wad i say to u i really know ur ans now le you have choose to break up...I at here apologise to you alway talk veri loud to you when we taking on the phone..SRY!! Thank you for this one year plus we have together and you have treated me..I wont find you and call you from now onward i will mean it wad i say now...My heart now really giving up on you today still went to sentosa beach there to keep clam down for myself..Really thank for my audition bf will be there concern about me but he goin back to china in 1 July 2009 wont coming back to singapore le hope he can find until a better gf and treat him good..
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 9:53 PM
Friday, April 3, 2009
Today is quite busy day..Alot of quotation need to do sian..Haiz...Now taking up T - Z email le..Need to handle so many still need to reply client email, Today morning meeting my bf he passed me DS he brought it for me yesterday...Sian now aday feeling veri sad in my heart tat my bf veri far from me le and i cant feel that he still care for me ma..Jus now called him 3 time want to ask him for my DS problem dunnoe why suddenly switch on le all the screen only white in colour cant see anything inside...But he nv pick up any of my call after awhile received he sms asked mi i find him izzit? Den i called him again ask him my DS having a problem he only told mi that he playing card now with his friend...Think playing ur card is more important den mi asking for help ba..Sent le 2 or 3 sms also nv receive once from him...Really veri sad today nv even eat my dinner for tonite afternoon lunch only eaten one bread, Some of the quotation quoted today have some mistake also haiz..In my mind keep asking myself do i still can go on this relationship ma..Since he already change le does not care abt mi anymore liao le really cant find a guy who really will care for me and be there for me when i need help...Think i am stupid ba when in the relationship i am so concern abt them in the end hurting the most is me..Think i jus wan to be alone now ba...Tml will be goin out quite long nv go beach le feel like goin to look at the sea i think is more beatiful thing to do...Hopez you will be happy from now on without mi by urside..We jus end here baz..
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 8:23 PM
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