 Sunday, August 23, 2009
Today wake up around 8.30am is so early suddenly my hp rang I saw is Jia Jia called mi..Last Friday in office I have nth much to do so I went to surfing net I saw him also have a acc of facebook I still saw a lot of pic in he facebook while he went to Genting, Kbox and Sentosa with he company staff play until more happy den I am with him still wearing my clothes i bought for him and i know now he wont even miss mi le…Can see he look more happy den last time I am not around with him still take a pic with his company gal staff so close…Seeing tat pic my heart abit sad and angry dunnoe why..Haiz...Now den I know the ans why he choose to giving up in our rs is becos he like someone else after he went to he company chalet treat mi so bad still will say mi and scold mi…Not like last time so caring toward me le..When i am with him i really scare one day i will lose him cos i has been dream until alot of time a bad dream tat we will break up jus i nv tell him i dun wish he will worry abt mi cos he oso veri busy since working..Now I really dun dare to go for a new rs le i really scared still the same case…My heart nw already dead le see who have a power to make it alive den I will consider to go for a new rs ba..Now jus wan to fight for career 1st rs will put it behind le..Now I dun wish to think so much le since I know the ans le jus let off jus can bless for him and he new gf happiness..Jus wanna stay happy always...Hope he oso can stay happily forever and take good care of himself..Still can remember tat he always couging and dun wish to go see a doctor de jus remember to drink cough medicine..I cant be there to pound the cought medicine for you to drink le...Sigh..Really miss those day when we r together and i know i missed those day also no use le cant be back like last time le..Still know the last sms to u is ok...All the best to you..Take care always...
from x!aO xUaN 2 u @ 3:15 PM
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31 Jan 1987 BorN !n Rabb!t yEaR