 Thursday, October 21, 2010
Really so long nv come update my blog nw free den come blogger to update,Feel abit sad nw aday keep quarrel with my dear,really dunno why think all is my fault ba..Always angry with him & always dun wan to tell him wad happen to me he keep wan to know wad i have happen i feel bad tat always making him so chong dong to hurt himself when i does nt wan to say wad i am happening...Sometime think abt our rs still can go on hw long but i can feel tat my dear was veri concern abt mi & always making him sad,cry & heart pain...Dear i am sry always promise him i wont quarrel with him le but we still quarreling & i have a bad habit when we r quarreling i will say break up tis 2 word really hurt him alot..He always say mi break up can slove every promble ma he say NO lo...I know is no but i feel tat our rs together will abit unhappy am i jus goin to give up so easily..I really sry to u always said tat 2 word to hurt you...Sometime i will think abt we quarrel & feel veri sad until my tear drop out i cant forgotten one day we went to tampines on the train we quarreling and i keep wan to drop off the train u keep dun allow mi n you was so chong dong in the train tat day you instead to go watch movie but i am no mood in e cinerma ticket counter when we was pai du my tear suddenly dropping out u keep ask mi wad happen to mi i keep told you nth in the end you hold my hand to walk out the ticket counter i was no face alot of ppl seeing mi wad we have and i think tat all ppl know tat we tis couple is quarreling..Tis case i keep can't forget it alway appearing in my mind suddenly thinking of tis my tear will jus drop off for nth..Haiz...Sometime i really wanna give up tis rs and see my dear keep beg mi & gui xia lai ask mi dun leave him i feel veri sad tat i treated him so bad he still will say i veri unfair to him becos of small problem den wanna to break up with him..Dear i am sry think all is my fault always angry you at the first place...I will try nt to angry you often le and hope when we quarrel dun always said you wanna go die still wan to run out to the road for car to knock down i really hate you do tis & feel veri sad u together with mi until so tong ku still wanna go die haiz..I know all is my fault everything dun wan to tell u when u keep asking mi i am sry dear...I will try to tell you when i am cool down..Hope our rs can be better dun always quarrel le & you dun so chong dong if nt our rs really cant go on le...Dear i know u r veri scare tat i leave u..I still love u lots my dearest hubby...
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